I cannot lie to myself that I'm not deeply sad and frustrated. I try as hard as I can not to show my disappointment to other people and it's eating me from inside. I had tried whatever I possibly could and it was still not enough. Eventhough, the result came as expected, maybe better than I expected but seeing other people's kids did way much better, it just broke my heart!
Dear son,
You have chosen your own path and from what I've seen so far, it was not a good choice. I am still hoping that miracles happen along the way. I will not stop praying for your success. And remember that I will always support and love you, no matter what. But son, for once.. try to make your parents proud.