As the new year draws closer, I try to reflect what I have achieved all these years. Have I found everything I was looking for when I started my journey of life as a wife and mother. Have I been the good wife to my husband? Have I been that loving, great mother to my children? Have I succeeded in my career? And most of all, have I found happiness?
I don't know if it is right to think the way I do but I always feel there's something lacking, like I don't own enough and still wanting more than I have now. There are empty spaces that can never be filled. Deep inside myself, I don't feel anything, I'm yearning for satisfaction that can never be met. The more I try, the harder it becomes.
I seriously don't know what is happening to me.. Maybe I'm having....that dreaded, Oh NO!!! Oh GOD!! Oh Yes!
I seriously don't know what is happening to me.. Maybe I'm having....that dreaded, Oh NO!!! Oh GOD!! Oh Yes!
p/s.. Life begins at 40.. seriously?